Life. Oh, life.
Looking back on the things I’ve done… No, I’m not singing Shape of My Heart. I’m just realizing I’ve changed a lot over the past year. I became a Dog Breeder for one, and that seems to consume a huge part of my life these days. It consumed my year. And it’s one of those things that I just know is going to linger.
My boyfriend, as usual, got me through a lot, had a lot of fun with me, spoiled me a whole lot more, long story short: more than two years with him, and I didn’t need a month to realize this was it. It. I love you, Caleb! (Cheesy Mode OFF)
I “met” Camila, Nathalia and UECE was a little more fun. Leonardo and I had a bit of a falling out, I miss the old him at times. I also met Marcio, my dog’s handler, and his wife, Denise, with whom I’m friends with now. I also had several disagreements (euphemism) with some people, but let’s just leave it at that. Oh, and lastly but not least, I met Camilli through my frenchies website, who despite being a little far (well, a lot would be AMSTERDAM lmao), is already a lifetime friend!
A major dream of mine came true. Ever since the year 2000 I’ve been dying to get to know Valerie in person. And finally she came. The only bad thing about it was that we didn’t do a lot of the things we planned to… And I regret that now! And I was also going through my 20 years old crisis, it was very sucky at times… But we had so much fun, doing nothing at all or talking before sleeping for hours, going to Jeri or to the local beach and eating cheese, shrimp and whatnot… I wish we’d taken more pictures too! Ah, so many regrets…!
I feel like I’ve grown a lot. I feel alright. I didn’t when I turned 20, it seemed that my life had to be all figured out by then, and I just crashed when I realized I was growing. But now things are okay. I have some plans, dreams, goals. And I don’t think too much about the future, I just think about the goals. And whatever will happen, will happen and that’s that.