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The end of life as I knew it

Sitting here, trying to remember when was it, that moment that I knew it was the end of life as I knew it.

When he sat next to me on the first day at school. When he gave me a lick off his ice cream. When my older friend had a crush on him and pointed him out to me. When he called me “Rio girl” that first time. When I saw him for the first time and he strongly reminded me of my favorite celebrity. When I knew I couldn’t possibly have him. When he showed up at my doorstep, different from anything I could have ever expected. When he had this great way of talking to me. When he laid down on my lap. When he seemed like another version of me walking around - that is, a few minutes into knowing him.

Each time, unique and different. And now? “Now I only send it out when I think he might be the one that makes it true.”